so done…with everything.
you should know that you’ve really fucked up and screwed me over when all i can do in response is laugh. I mean after everything we’ve been through, all the shit that i’ve told you and all of the shit that i’ve forgiven you for and allowed when i should’ve kicked your ass to the curb months ago. did i really mean that little to you? i guarantee you i’m the best thing that ever happened to you but you fucked up and now you’ve lost me and everything i gave you. you don’t have to keep saying that you’ve “fucked up”. i already know. so just remember that when you’re on your knees in front of me crying and begging for me to come back….i gave you the world….and you were the one who through it away. The funny thing is, i don’t feel a damn thing. I don’t feel mad, or upset, or devastated, or even relieved….i’m just here. i’m numb. I think that’s the worst thing you could ever do to me, especially when i’ve reached this point. i’m done hangin around and waiting for what’s next. best of luck to ya…..hope it was worth it.